everyone's expecting something from me, and the more pressure people put on me, the more i want to run away: OK, i dont know what i want to be, i dont know what i want to do, i just know what i dont.
And its really tiring to think everyday that the only things i want to do are practically unreachable
Yes, i want to travel, i want to be famous, i want to make a lot of money, i wish i knew how to love, but i dont ...
This world's fucked up, and im fucked up too, but there's no way to connect myself with the world, i feel im totally unplugged and have no directions, no maps, im fucking lost ok? no one's helping, everyone's putting out their opinions but nobody's helping for fuck's sake.. and the more i tend to argue about this stuff, the less i care, and the less i care the more lost i get... its not funny, its not sad, its not even annoying, and there are no adjectives to describe the fact that i feel nothing about all this.
If this is just a phase (and please tell me it is just one) when is it going to finish, if its ever going to finish ... becuase im tired of feeling like nothings actually being felt
nothings like i used to think it was going to be
parents should put a warning sing on the bedroom door as soon as you are born, just to warn kids about how much disappointing life is, and how wild it is this world we all live in
And its really tiring to think everyday that the only things i want to do are practically unreachable
Yes, i want to travel, i want to be famous, i want to make a lot of money, i wish i knew how to love, but i dont ...
This world's fucked up, and im fucked up too, but there's no way to connect myself with the world, i feel im totally unplugged and have no directions, no maps, im fucking lost ok? no one's helping, everyone's putting out their opinions but nobody's helping for fuck's sake.. and the more i tend to argue about this stuff, the less i care, and the less i care the more lost i get... its not funny, its not sad, its not even annoying, and there are no adjectives to describe the fact that i feel nothing about all this.
If this is just a phase (and please tell me it is just one) when is it going to finish, if its ever going to finish ... becuase im tired of feeling like nothings actually being felt
nothings like i used to think it was going to be
parents should put a warning sing on the bedroom door as soon as you are born, just to warn kids about how much disappointing life is, and how wild it is this world we all live in
Bernardita A.
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